T I N G E N W

"Band-aids don't fix bullet holes"

Disclaimer okay! I don't wear revealing all the time cus I am fat? hahah. I was just high and rebellious. So of course I have to take OOTD right?? 

My face is so chubby, I cannot. :( Some shots with the very cool SiangFong. ;)

^so awks don't know for what ahaha.

Thanks for being such a buddy, freshie. (Ouch don't hate me I have to!) At least Stazo allowed us to be friends! Thank you for being so similar and for being a twins. You've been amazing ever since we met. It just amazes me how we always just say "I know what you mean" and "Yeah I understand." without elaborating much. It also relieves me knowing that we think that we are normal and everyone is just weird and that they don't make sense. You're such a himbo and that makes me so happy. Oh and last thank you, thank you for inspiring me to dance again. Such an amazing freshie, friend. ;)

Thank for my favorite bueno and the small little note tho! First note so I will definitely keep it. Really REALLY appreciative towards the small little random things people do for me. I mean I don't know if I deserve all these little nice things people do for me, but it does make me super happy. Although I can't express myself properly but please do know that I am super super grateful. 

Soi Thai for dinner ya?

Dinner and study date with my very very awesome and helpful classmates. I like how I can be myself in so many places, and that includes around my very bimbo classmates. To me I'm super lazy, and I to be very honest I don't know if I will tutor people if they ever ask me to help them (not like I am capable, I'm just imagining hahah. ) I mean I can just use that time to study my own shit because MST is next week? But my friends are like willing to teach and tutor us (not us just me) when they can just study themselves. So so so helpful and grateful! Thanks LiXuan and YuSang, if not I think I will just flunk and cry my whole life. 

Accompanied Jerlyn back to her idiot tns bunk because she is a scary cat but I love her. That basically summed up my day.

Just some thoughts:
Just when I think that everyone is just plain evil, insensitive, selfish and judgemental, there's so many others that are so beautiful, with a shining heart. I just get sooooo confused. But I think I rather live for what that shines. I wanted to give up on being nice because everybody just takes advantage of it, but I look at those with a heart of gold, and I know I have more to give. Taking in the beauty and flushing out all you negativity because the people around me deserves to be happy.

Ok jerlyn Im coming for lesson already dont rage hahahah!